I don't know how to put it down into words,
No way to express myself when I feel so lost and alone,
I look back at a time when I didn't feel numb,
But now it's all blank, and I'm not fine,
Fucked myself over, like I always do,
Because I know, I never deserved this,
The only thing that's keeping me alive,
Is the nothingness waiting behind these eyes.
Take me from here,
Break me free,
Give me the key,
Or throw it all away,
Just like you did,
I'd set myself on fire,
Just to see you shine,
I couldn't tell if you cared or not,
All I know is that I am never enough,
I've always felt some kind of lost,
But not like this,
Minutes turn into hours and yet here I sit,
Thinking, barely breathing,
While the emptiness consumes me,
I still hold onto memories,
I wish I'd burn,
I want to forget.
What if I'll never be fine?
Everything seems to be crashing on me,
I'm just sick of lying sleepless,
Because I can't stop thinking,
Darling,
Watch me get torn apart,
By the thougths inside of my fucking head,
Hear me scream in misery,
Let me give up and drown myself.
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